073. Did I make insane decisions as a result of my addiction? Did I quit jobs, leave friendships and other relationships, or give up on achieving other goals for no reason other than that those things interfered with my using?
Yes. I drove under the influence (drugs and alcohol). I used while at work and out with family (however in secret).
I made the decision to do heroin whilst heavily intoxicated with meth.
I didn’t quit my job by work suffered and I lost my job in the end.
I can’t say drugs didn’t have a hand in ruining my marriage because I neglected both my husband and my pets in order to use instead.
I had some work friendships I lost due to choose to use and I became very complacent in my attitude and goals and let a lot them fall to the wayside.