047. What am I afraid of about the concept of surrender if anything?

Not being able to ever use again. I still feel I am missing out, even though I know that I don’t want to go back to using. I guess I battle with FOMO.

048. What convinces me that I can’t use successfully anymore?

I’ve proven it to myself time and time again.

049. Do I accept I’ll never regain control, even after a long period of abstinence?

Yes. I’ve already tried it before and it didn’t work. I’ve also witnessed it in friends who were in active addiction with me.

050. Can I begin my recovery without a complete surrender?

Yes I can begin without a complete surrender. In order to be successful, however, I need a complete surrender.

051. What would my life be like if I surrendered completely?

My life would be more free. Freedom from all-consuming thoughts.

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